no matter how hard i tried to prevent it from happening, my heart still got involved.
its hurts telling him im moving on. Alot. The tears pour down my face, making me feel childish and immature. He means something to me, even if i dont to him. Yet he insists i do...but....i dont know. Why is it that we are together, im blissfully happy, but when hes away, i cannot prevent the doubt from intruding into my already too full mind? GOD!!!! this is so confusin, and heartbreaking. This is so not how i picture the first lasting relationship i had to be. Even thought i guess this isnt a reallya relationship... Why can't i be normal? have a normal boyfriend that actually cares about me, that i have no doubts about his caring...
becasue id get bored.
id deem him to clingy and move on to someone that was more like this...
so why am i complaining?
I'm such a spoiled brat, and this is all my fault.
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