leaving

i want to leave.
i cant take it here anymore.
i cant stand the hope i get, because you tell me to, then watch it get shattered in less then three days.
i want happiness.
im being a good person.
im changin the bad, adn its not enough.
you keep hurting me.
over and over.
like its a game.
like my heart is a game.
outside threats are breaking in.
like this hell my life has become doesnt ahve enough for em to worry about.
i want to leave, and mkae it go away.
i would run, but i dont know where to go.
im scared to be on my own, but i cant akte everyone hating em once again.
this always ahppens.
i dont know what i do.
i wish i had enough guts for suicide.
i dont want to be here anymore.
i cant make anyone happy, including myself.
i cant take this.
all i do is cry.
and make mistakes.
i dont know what else i can do but find somewhere to go.
i cant live this way, i cant keep having this ahppen to me.
i dont have anyone anymore, and its so scary.
my biggest fear is being alone, yet thats what keeps happening.
im leaving soon.
where i dont know yet, but im leaving.
i cant be ehre anymore.