You ever had a secret you couldn't tell anyone? Bits a pieces are given to different people, but if anyone new all of it...things would be entirely messed up for you? You ever feel like crap for hiding it from everyone, people you turst with your life, you simply cant tell? the guilt starts eating you away, and you feel almost relived when you think you've been caught, because at least you wont have ot hide anymore? but you also feel completly sad because it could mean the end to a great thing? This is sucks. just fyi.