December...

New month, new begginings right? I hope so. As much as i;d love to say i can handle how things are going with tyler, i know i can't. I know it needs to be over. I dont want it to be, i want to live my life like i did before and not care that thats all we are...but i can't. I can't be with anyone else until im sure i can withstand the urge to be with him, but hopefully it will happen soon so i can move on. Wish me luck.