pointles.

Yeah, I'm desperatley have to finish my application today.
How pathetic is it that i waited until a week before the due date to send it in???
Haha, i'm not going to lie.
I'm scared shitless.
I'm so afraid of failure that trying has become almost impossible.
Taking everything one day at a time helps...
but its like.....GOD were things always this complicated? looking back, i feelke thigs used to be simpler...back when i had one friend.....its true, i was pathetic....and then i got opened up into this wworld of drama and things to do... i guess its jsut the price that is paid for this. I don't know. Things will be fine im sure, i jsut hate waiting...But its ok..
todays a good day.
tomorow will be too!
and i also realiezed i need to stop sweating the small stuff. I could die tomorow and how pathetic wol it be that i spent my last day on earth crying about some stupid guy ill forget about in a year? seriously.
omg.
ok.
done now.