Thursday, December 6, 2007

Oh shit

So the cheating thing? Supossedly a lie because Brian was in the next room. The lovely Emily? married. I don't know. He says he still wants me, he's jsut been busy....i cant help but think its a lie. I mean, it probably is, but....what good would it do to say it if it werent true. I told him i didnt want to be used anymore..he said he wasnt. I told him i wanted to see him more, he said i would. I don't want to be drug along, but i would like a chance to start over. I dont know. I just dont know. I'm sure alot of people are dissapointed in me. I tend to cause taht feeling. But im not that stong. i dont want him to be another mistake. I dont know how to let go if he's still holding on. I'm taking things slow, as they come. Nothing serious, just...
i dont know.

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